朋友

刚读完一篇文章，挺受感染的，把我的睡意完全打散了。文章的大纲在此不说，但它让我突然对于友情有所感悟。

 原来单方面的付出与心思是真的是无用的。 

原来把他人当朋友，他人不一定也把你当朋友，在你面前的友好只是一场戏。

 原来以为朋友便是接受对方包容对方，但却忘了接受并不等于包容，所诠释的友好也不等于接受。

 原来朋友终究是自私的，了解事物的观点排除了他人的看法或难处，断定自己不应该为难自己。

 原来发觉心坎里珍重的朋友不把你当朋友看待是一种苦涩的感觉，心寒也。 

朋友究竟该是怎样的？

Life In US- People

So, here i am in USC, prestigious expensive( not important) private school in LA (now, this is important) ! LA, wohooo~~~!!!

It is almost nearly to a month since i have been here, the country i thought would be able to change my life. Leaving hometown going overseas to pursue my study maybe a dream to many and i bet many would do anything just for the chance, but for me, it means leaving my home,my family,my friends and building up an entirely new life in a place i am not used to. It means independence- deciding and doing what i think would be the best for me, with little guidance from friends whom i must be grateful of.

This university i am studying right now is truly a university of diversified culture and background. It's almost like Malaysia, where people of many races lives together. Here, we have many different people from many different countries, we have china chinese, taiwanese, hong kong geh pang yao, koreans, japaneses, singaporeans, indians etc. Apart from the local whites and blacks, almost half of the majority in my university comprises of asians, some of them are american born asians. Its a good and bad thing; good part is ,with asians, i don't feel lonely(haha); bad part is ,with them, i don't really feel i am already in US.

Enough with races, let's talk about how these people look like ( not because they don't look like human that i need to depict them). The people here are very health-conscious. Many of them are at the top shape and many more work hard to gain that. I see many people working out in gym, jogging around campus and playing all sorts of balls...hehe.They are really fit! Nice postures! Muscular,handsome and real strong looking for guys and sexy,slim and gorgeous looking women! Leng zhai and leng lui are almost everywhere here! Everwhere i turn, i see them, it is unavoidable... Even our president addresses us as 'a bunch of good looking people' in his welcoming speech. And reality proved his words being truthful. Because of this, i have cultural shock for the first week as i have never seen this 'scenery' before, felt like i was living in a movie.

( You might wanna SKIP this part if you are allergic to NATURALISTIC depictions of movements and appearance of human in action.)
One more thing here is that if you see half naked guy walking on the street, don't be surprise, it's normal. I have even seen half naked guy jogging and his pants felt like almost dropping off,showing some of the cleavage of his pp....yeww~ disgusting!
oh, and do you remember in movies or dramas, where the girl jogs and her b*****s are shaking vibrantly? It's the reality here. Even some guys,not that i purposely observed, are able to do that.

So, how about the behavior of people here? They are respectful and real matured i must say, as whatever opinions you have,no matter its crappy or not, they will not despise you. And they are really good in giving their opinions, expressing themselves verbally. One thing that i must learn. But they do look less approachable, as if they are in their own world. However, if taken the chance to know them, they are actually kinda friendly.

I am actually writing this in one of the libraries here, they have windows 7 and mac os here and the environment is real cozy.

So, until next time, signing off now and wish you have a good day living your life X)

Bless me

My determination will be tested.
It's been so long since i have a chance to put myself within my own test of faith.

I like where it leads to, a better life with stronger mentality,
perhaps not stronger mentality,
should be stronger patience and
resistance and overcoming power towards a problem.

This is so fun.

What do u SEE in Food?

What do u think of when you are looking at food presented in front of you?
Satisfaction because your hunger for food maybe fulfilled?
Grateful because you still have things to eat while there are people out there starving?
Irritation because the food does not suit your taste?

For me, i see more than that, i see FUN.

Since young, my taste towards food changes accordingly, either to the environment or simply to the mood of that time.
When i was small, vegetable is my nightmare. It tasted like dry grass to me. At that time, i am more to a carnivore, meat certainly is my favourite. I just like the feel of chewing the fine strings of protein source. It is that feel that gave me a sense of satisfaction.

However, as i grow up, i started to eat vegetable. It is at certain age that i feel that vege isnt that bad after all. Even those 'ugly' bittergourd that i once despised alot have gotten into my list of 'Edible Substance'. I guess, that's a growth in me on the factor of food.

So, enough with my story. Let's go back to the topic-- FUN. Why do i see fun in food??

Do you remember how 'nice looking' and well presented food are served in particular places? Even the most common food can be decorated in such ways that when you look at it, you feel that you are actually looking at a piece of art.
Yes, that is the power of the chefs. Able to transform raw edible substances into well presented food. The way of arranging food, the way of putting colors on it ( be it healthy or not), the way of designing the presentation of food, these have always amaze me.

Inspired and with a sense of playfulness within myself, i have always tried to play with food, before or after it is eaten. I have always tried to arrange it in my own ways, be it the nice way or the disgusting way. And i do it just for the pure feeling of FUN.

'Lemonade Icy Cold Noodles '

Meet Mr Ham Dan Chiu Yan 咸蛋超人!!!

Meet Mr EVIL!!

Lastly, Mr Nice Guy XD

Hohoho XD
I am still thinking of uploading the disgusting ones...hmm......

Thg thg thg thg

Got so many things i wana achieve in such a short period.
Must really try my best and disclipline myself or i'll never achieve anythg...
Good God, bless me, though i have lost my faith for a very long time, but i still believe u do exist.I am reluctant to believe that monkeys are my ancestors.
No time No time NO TIME!!!!
Dont call me DOTA please.
Dont call me go hang out one whole day.
Dont call me skip class.
Dont call me go useless stuffs.

F...i know i am just saying, it's hard to walk the talk.
But, i must really work hard!!
For the Future!
For my Dreams!
For my Passions!!!
GO GO GO, Prepare to FIGHT or surrender!!!! Meow~~

The Stool Pigeon

线人

讲述的是一部情报部门警官与警察线人之间的信念和各自生活的隐忧困难、内心的挣扎、外在的障碍等的故事。

它完全体现出身在江湖不由己的实例。一个为了救出妹妹的哥哥在别无选择的情况下只好冒险成为线人，协助警方抓拿歹徒。

它也体现出人对信念的挣扎，是背叛还是遵守诺言呢？一个被警察出卖的线人最后落得疯癫的下场，悲哀！

它也体现出亲情的力量、社会的无情、犯错悔改却拯救不回局面的无奈痛苦、人心的贪婪与命运的玩弄。

整部戏给我的感觉就像《证人》，因为它是部好戏！《证人》是，《线人》也是！

动作场面不算火爆但却血腥暴力，处处却让人喘不过气来！
演员方面，张家辉的演技已是一等一的水平了，感情的演示更可用丝丝入扣来形容。
谢霆锋哪？我看到很多《十月围城》的影子，也许是因为他剃了个光头的关系吧。不过，就有如在《十月围城》里，他完全成功把角色细腻的感情表现出来，该有的都有！棒！
至于至于桂纶镁，我怎么都觉得她演得不够细腻完美，不能体现江湖女性的野味。

整体上，
这是一部会让人回想或有所感触的戏！

Gaming is never Boring!!

Firstly, welcome bek home, future pilot, u r still the same u, perhaps now just hv less theories to tell...hahaXD

Left4Dead 2 was still the same AWESOME game! Such engagging game that sucks us into its exciting gameplay and never ending thrilling surprises...XD
It's damn fun playing with u guys!! All damn pro dy, coming out at blind spots, perfect positions!! Never had that much fun for such a long time!

Counter Strike is another never dying game, popular from a long time ago till now, NICEY!!!!
Nothg much to say, i m no pro, but all those headshots, bombs, kills and sniping were fun..haha.

But nonono, i cnt play too much game, i dun wana be a geek...So, i ned suggestions of what to do for my holidays...what u thk?