sien.
dun wannna stdy.
tel u a gud news, my math practice today die again..yeah.
and i finished watching 3 stephen chow's movies.
one more thg, i dun feel like writing dy. b.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
11:57am, today
13:37pm, just now play Warcraft map bleach vs one piece.
Mahai, kena own lk diao only.jb, nvm.
btw, exam finished dy.
I know that my result sure very colorful one..haha. especially physics. $@#@!$@...ma de..duno how to do..
the 1st question is lk 'wah...can do dy lah',
bt as the process went on, my confident dropped gradually...till i reached negative spurt..
haha, i estimate myself to get less than 50 %...
but nevermind, i can work harder...really? evn now i am playing game..
Where is my motivation? Is it because i thought that i am lk those around me, who are all brilliants and geniuses? no, i am just lazy,really really lazy..
Cannot, must 振作abit...
13:48pm, i dun wan play game dy. hhaha.
Hope this time it's true..which it never was..
Mahai, kena own lk diao only.jb, nvm.
btw, exam finished dy.
I know that my result sure very colorful one..haha. especially physics. $@#@!$@...ma de..duno how to do..
the 1st question is lk 'wah...can do dy lah',
bt as the process went on, my confident dropped gradually...till i reached negative spurt..
haha, i estimate myself to get less than 50 %...
but nevermind, i can work harder...really? evn now i am playing game..
Where is my motivation? Is it because i thought that i am lk those around me, who are all brilliants and geniuses? no, i am just lazy,really really lazy..
Cannot, must 振作abit...
13:48pm, i dun wan play game dy. hhaha.
Hope this time it's true..which it never was..
Monday, October 12, 2009
Exam 14:30
Today is my final exam, and at 2.30pm, i will face the final judgement of Calculus first sem.
Duno wat, dn have the feeling to do well, nor the feeling to screw it.
But i noe tat i will certainly flunk it, cz i did last minute stdy again, n even last minute stdy was filled with dota playing...=.=
Man. i duno. Haiz, just hope tat every questions tat i had done will come out ( which is certainly impossible...)
11:34am : i am reading physic note, the test is on tmrw.
11:35am : i am typing this c i found myself too bored to stdy.
11.36am : i just feel so empty and scared.
11:37am: i know i am wasting time here, but....haiz...i dun really much care...
11.371/2am : okay, enough already, i wan to play game dy. Bb.
Duno wat, dn have the feeling to do well, nor the feeling to screw it.
But i noe tat i will certainly flunk it, cz i did last minute stdy again, n even last minute stdy was filled with dota playing...=.=
Man. i duno. Haiz, just hope tat every questions tat i had done will come out ( which is certainly impossible...)
11:34am : i am reading physic note, the test is on tmrw.
11:35am : i am typing this c i found myself too bored to stdy.
11.36am : i just feel so empty and scared.
11:37am: i know i am wasting time here, but....haiz...i dun really much care...
11.371/2am : okay, enough already, i wan to play game dy. Bb.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
11.03pm
34 days to SAT, 36 days to final exam, 0 days to exhaustion.
I am not zealous in striving an excellent results in the SAT and exams, despite my inner self abhor my slacking behaviour in study.
Though i found that i am getting used to the life now, it is doleful to say that i am allowing myself to wallow in the relaxing pace of life( especially sitting in front of my labtop surfing the internet aimlessly).
Calculus or math is an abstruse subject to me as i have atrocious basic of math, which is due to my playfulness in high school. It takes twice the time for me to comprehend a subject and it is cringe to say that sometimes i can't even do some really simple basic calculations....
Well, in spite of all the disadvantages that i possess, i will try to improve myself and hopefully, one day, i shall stand proud and shout , ' I did it!'
SAT words used : 7
I am not zealous in striving an excellent results in the SAT and exams, despite my inner self abhor my slacking behaviour in study.
Though i found that i am getting used to the life now, it is doleful to say that i am allowing myself to wallow in the relaxing pace of life( especially sitting in front of my labtop surfing the internet aimlessly).
Calculus or math is an abstruse subject to me as i have atrocious basic of math, which is due to my playfulness in high school. It takes twice the time for me to comprehend a subject and it is cringe to say that sometimes i can't even do some really simple basic calculations....
Well, in spite of all the disadvantages that i possess, i will try to improve myself and hopefully, one day, i shall stand proud and shout , ' I did it!'
SAT words used : 7
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
25/8/09
I had a good sleep last night!
Yeah! Now i am full of energy!
I have got used to the life here, indeed, it wasn't really that bad, just aapproximately 6 hours of sleep everyday only, which is considered quite good already. Well, i just can't go with less than 6 hours of rest per day or i will have low energy.
Starting to really have some fun. We played DOTA! and here, i gained chances to kill others, wakaka, so shuang!
As for Left4Dead, hmm, still in process of popularising ang inculcatig this good value into others souls and minds.
By the way, i played basketball here, very enjoyable, although i am really sucky and got to receive passes only a few times per game...haha, nevermind, i shall improve and be the next Michael Jordan! HOH! GOGOGO! ( i meant that i am gonna gain his kind of skills, not growing to his height.)
And do u believe that i am gonna go for Fencing?dunno what is fencing? and ya, it is not building fences.
This is fencing :
SEE?!!! So cool, thats what i am gonna look like real soon.
Fencing Frenzy!!! Killing Spree!!
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Haha, yesterday, my english teacher told us to create our own blog about SAT test. And my partner and i came up with this really funky name- o0openguinso0o, and we also uploaded a picture as our profile picture,shown below. ( Note : those who are not adult may close your eyes even though after you read this you already saw the picture which you might regard it as obscene or interesting, however, as the saying goes ' it is never too late' , so PLEASE kindly close your eyes, i do not want my blog to be banned. )
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Yeah! Now i am full of energy!
I have got used to the life here, indeed, it wasn't really that bad, just aapproximately 6 hours of sleep everyday only, which is considered quite good already. Well, i just can't go with less than 6 hours of rest per day or i will have low energy.
Starting to really have some fun. We played DOTA! and here, i gained chances to kill others, wakaka, so shuang!
As for Left4Dead, hmm, still in process of popularising ang inculcatig this good value into others souls and minds.
By the way, i played basketball here, very enjoyable, although i am really sucky and got to receive passes only a few times per game...haha, nevermind, i shall improve and be the next Michael Jordan! HOH! GOGOGO! ( i meant that i am gonna gain his kind of skills, not growing to his height.)
And do u believe that i am gonna go for Fencing?dunno what is fencing? and ya, it is not building fences.
This is fencing :
SEE?!!! So cool, thats what i am gonna look like real soon.
Fencing Frenzy!!! Killing Spree!!
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Haha, yesterday, my english teacher told us to create our own blog about SAT test. And my partner and i came up with this really funky name- o0openguinso0o, and we also uploaded a picture as our profile picture,shown below. ( Note : those who are not adult may close your eyes even though after you read this you already saw the picture which you might regard it as obscene or interesting, however, as the saying goes ' it is never too late' , so PLEASE kindly close your eyes, i do not want my blog to be banned. )
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无题
倦了，累了，无力也无助了。
遗忘是痛苦的，还是快乐的？
记忆里的痛苦是一种成长还是一种伤害？
记忆里的快乐又是一种美好的回忆还是一种遗憾？
风和沙，海和天，树与土，
是一种无缝的绝配还是一种无奈的配合？
昂首挺胸，是一种自信还是一种虚伪？
生活本是一个不简单的事物，
偶尔在静止的情景望着那块完美的镜子，
镜中的自我竟是如此的不完美，
焦脆而迷惑。
累了，闭上双眼，独自沉醉在无声无影的黑暗中。
遗忘是痛苦的，还是快乐的？
记忆里的痛苦是一种成长还是一种伤害？
记忆里的快乐又是一种美好的回忆还是一种遗憾？
风和沙，海和天，树与土，
是一种无缝的绝配还是一种无奈的配合？
昂首挺胸，是一种自信还是一种虚伪？
生活本是一个不简单的事物，
偶尔在静止的情景望着那块完美的镜子，
镜中的自我竟是如此的不完美，
焦脆而迷惑。
累了，闭上双眼，独自沉醉在无声无影的黑暗中。
Monday, August 17, 2009
Diary- August 17th
Argh, often felt that holidays are just too short, it's like u woke up and u blink once and the next thing you know, you are back to the school again.
It will always in that sense, no matter how long it is, whether a three-month holidays or even a one week holidays.
However, i did enjoyed myself and had chance to just lay back and doing nothing or play left 4 dead for hours. The best of it is to really had some days off to relax myself after this tense weeks of study away from my house ( ya, i miss my home, especially the pikachu figure on my table in my room )
I felt less energized and don't have much 'jing shen' during the first few days though, but then an outing with my friend boosted my spirit. Later, left4dead session was fun although it was short.
I am starting to get used to university life, but i am really dubbious whether i can cope with it later on or not. However, due to my proximity to all those excellent students, i think i really have to work hard in order to catch up with them. While they aimed at getting into US unversity, i just opt for improvement in myself. I don't begrudge them being so successful though because they did paid off their own prices before this.
It will always in that sense, no matter how long it is, whether a three-month holidays or even a one week holidays.
However, i did enjoyed myself and had chance to just lay back and doing nothing or play left 4 dead for hours. The best of it is to really had some days off to relax myself after this tense weeks of study away from my house ( ya, i miss my home, especially the pikachu figure on my table in my room )
I felt less energized and don't have much 'jing shen' during the first few days though, but then an outing with my friend boosted my spirit. Later, left4dead session was fun although it was short.
I am starting to get used to university life, but i am really dubbious whether i can cope with it later on or not. However, due to my proximity to all those excellent students, i think i really have to work hard in order to catch up with them. While they aimed at getting into US unversity, i just opt for improvement in myself. I don't begrudge them being so successful though because they did paid off their own prices before this.
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