Tuesday, June 16, 2009

L4D 2



Now this is cool...

Plain idea?

Sometimes, people said,' Don't ask what the world can give you, but ask what you can give to the world'

Well, i say,' Don't ask what you can give to the world, but ask what you want to give to the world.'

Can & Want, plain English words, but big different in meaning.

To be truthful, i never really took the statement seriously,
i mean, come on, i am young, you can't deny that, what i can give the world? what the hell, I don't care, i just wanna be happy.
Sometimes, seeing some sad stories or being through some bad things, I did really feel the need to contribute to the world.

However, now things have changed. I do realise that if one wants to give in something to the world, one has to have that capability.
Now, having a big dream is a good thing, drives your will and strengthen your determination, sometimes.

What i can give to the world? I think at least i won't bring a chaos to the world....or i maybe will....who knows..
You can have the things you can give to the world, but do you want to?
Despite its the things you CAN give, but, do you really WANT to give the thing/things?
There are politicians promising giving people this and that so that they can win the elections, but, do they have the capabilities or do they really want to do it? they can? they want?
There are companies directors promising employees that and this, well, some of them succeed in the end, but in the first place, are they sure they can give it or do they want to give it?
There are people donating money to beggars along the roadside, do they really have the empathy for the poor beggars or it's just because there is a fine lady beside them?
A lot of cases proves people give in something they don't want to give in, and a lot of cases prove vice versely.
Now, there is bright side and dark side of thinking, but, please, the world is much more darker than both you and i think it is.

Blah, who am i to give this bullshitting talk which was ( it may change in the future) purely my personal view and thoughts?
And if you disagree with my opinions, go ahead, this is just some stupid immature idea which i will hopefully never ever blog out again.
Just, don't have much to say nowadays.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Me

Been bored facing my PC recently. Not knowing what i want to do, or what i can do.
MSN? many problem. Blog? nothing to write. Manga? damn slow. Facebook? lame. Friendster? dead. Nah, one word 'Sien'.
I went to Sime Darby interview and Shell Interview.
Sime Darby last interview was quite good, which i felt quite comfortable.
Shell Interview, last Thursday, wasn't good, the interviewees are so pro and speak good english, unlike me, who'ee','emm'when speaking.
There was once i asked a question to a person and that person was like,' sorry?' for 3 times before he finally understand what i meant, my God...my english sucks.
And i saw some great people there too. Nice experience.

Going Penang later after i woke up.
Penang, is a nice place with a lot of delicious food,but for me, it is a 'boring' there. No Pc, No entertainment, no friends, sien.
But, the fresh air there is quite nice...ha.
Hope i can return here faster...nah.

Feel like want to go study faster, want to go see the 'real' world, knowing more friends, not just being some rotten monkey in my house, there are still many more things that i have to achieve.
I still got lot of dreams to be realised.
Gogogo!

Bon Voyage~!

Yesterday night ,we had a farewell gathering for Hui Xuan departure to France.
It was a great gathering, seeing friends after such a long time,chit-chatting, been a while since we last had our gathering.
Let me 'expose' some of the latest developments of our friends.
Syquina is still as pretty as she always do. ( P/s:If u r reading this, u r welcome.)
And she gonna go Uniten in the end of June for engineering.
Zyrith gonna go Russia in September, forgot to ask what course.
Rafidah, waiting JPA's further contact, same with Jeff, Wei Sheng and me.
Intan...oh my gosh! i forgot to ask!
Hua yung, accounting in Ktar.Still the same old noisy naughty tauhu yung.
Zhen Vhei, A Lvl in Inti. Very Nice hair!
Yan Ping, A lvl in Ktar.Grumbling in her blog..ha!
Zee Yee, Form 6. Don't Play play, she Balck belt de a!
Hwa Jun, gonna go Nottingham for foundation in Engineering on July.
Loy Shine, just back from Bintulu and gonna stay here for a week.
Monkey Huai Shin, still studying in UCSI.OMG, she thin dy ler! ( lalala~ )
Zi Wei, still studying in Taylor.And his camera is cool, man.



Hui Xuan is still the same old Hui Xuan that we all know.
Oh, i forgot to test her france language.
We talked, we laughed, we took photos and as a matter of fact, we are the last leaving the Pizza Hut.
Maybe will be blacklisted, as always..haha.
Later we went to LS Hse and had a 'turtle' poker game there, with Carlsberg as stake. HAHA, nicey!
So crazy,so fun.
For HX, i hope that she will have a safe journey to there and have a safe and enjoyable life and study experience there.
Well, we will miss you a lot.
Anyway, for your future, Cheers!
Sayonara, my friend, and we shall keep in contact ya.Gud Luck!

Her present from us. Pure PD sand. haha. ^.^

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

$$$$$$$M0N3Y$$$$$$$$

Money is hard to earn, but when it comes to spending it, it is so easy that when you come to realise it, money has 'flowed away' just like water flowing into the sea.
Money is very important from the very first moment it was created until now.
What also need money, food, clothes, daily supplements, water, etc.
No wonder people became selfish and some would do anything to get money.
For example, robbers.
It is hard to survive in this world with little money, and almost impossible to survive without money.
Those who are born with silver spoon in their mouth should be grateful and thankful, to their parents and to the society.
Those who are born with no spoon in their mouth should not be envious and earn their living with their own wills. ( Of course we are born with no spoon in our mouth...)

I had big vision, of earning big money in the future, or fast money with little effort.
I spent a lot of money before, many unnecessarily.
I didn't know the hardships to earning money, not until i worked for the first time ever.
I had a dream, to open up a company so big that it would make me among the richest in the world.
Now, i have a new dream, to do the things i like and earn money that would be sufficient for my life, because life is short, and although money is really important, but happiness and satisfaction of life is much more important.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Driving to Speeding

Life is like a playground, why don't we enjoy ourselves to the fullest while we can?

Driving in PD tp Lukut area at midnight is a fun experience.
There are little cars, so, the road is almost yours, you can drive so fast that you feel scare that you may lose control of your vehicles.
Yes, PD have good straight roads where your speed meter can reach 120km/h. Just do you have the courage? The courage to speed, and some say the courage to risk your life.
And some answered, ' There is no life-risking if you got the skill'. Well, some really have the skills, others are either dead or involved in car accidents.
So, the question is, should we try this dangerous act of speeding?

One night, there were 2 modified cars with good pick up just speeded off in front of me, damn, i kalah teruk....
So, i said i will buy a car with great engine someday and show them some colours.
As soon as i have the money, i'll get myself a nice car, outlaw racers, watch out!
Haha.
But, don't worry, i am not to stupid to not to pratise first before doing anything dangerous.
As the saying goes,' A car is a man's second wife', i totally agree with it.
Yeah!