34 days to SAT, 36 days to final exam, 0 days to exhaustion.
I am not zealous in striving an excellent results in the SAT and exams, despite my inner self abhor my slacking behaviour in study.
Though i found that i am getting used to the life now, it is doleful to say that i am allowing myself to wallow in the relaxing pace of life( especially sitting in front of my labtop surfing the internet aimlessly).
Calculus or math is an abstruse subject to me as i have atrocious basic of math, which is due to my playfulness in high school. It takes twice the time for me to comprehend a subject and it is cringe to say that sometimes i can't even do some really simple basic calculations....
Well, in spite of all the disadvantages that i possess, i will try to improve myself and hopefully, one day, i shall stand proud and shout , ' I did it!'
SAT words used : 7
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
25/8/09
I had a good sleep last night!
Yeah! Now i am full of energy!
I have got used to the life here, indeed, it wasn't really that bad, just aapproximately 6 hours of sleep everyday only, which is considered quite good already. Well, i just can't go with less than 6 hours of rest per day or i will have low energy.
Starting to really have some fun. We played DOTA! and here, i gained chances to kill others, wakaka, so shuang!
As for Left4Dead, hmm, still in process of popularising ang inculcatig this good value into others souls and minds.
By the way, i played basketball here, very enjoyable, although i am really sucky and got to receive passes only a few times per game...haha, nevermind, i shall improve and be the next Michael Jordan! HOH! GOGOGO! ( i meant that i am gonna gain his kind of skills, not growing to his height.)
And do u believe that i am gonna go for Fencing?dunno what is fencing? and ya, it is not building fences.
This is fencing :
SEE?!!! So cool, thats what i am gonna look like real soon.
Fencing Frenzy!!! Killing Spree!!
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Haha, yesterday, my english teacher told us to create our own blog about SAT test. And my partner and i came up with this really funky name- o0openguinso0o, and we also uploaded a picture as our profile picture,shown below. ( Note : those who are not adult may close your eyes even though after you read this you already saw the picture which you might regard it as obscene or interesting, however, as the saying goes ' it is never too late' , so PLEASE kindly close your eyes, i do not want my blog to be banned. )
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Yeah! Now i am full of energy!
I have got used to the life here, indeed, it wasn't really that bad, just aapproximately 6 hours of sleep everyday only, which is considered quite good already. Well, i just can't go with less than 6 hours of rest per day or i will have low energy.
Starting to really have some fun. We played DOTA! and here, i gained chances to kill others, wakaka, so shuang!
As for Left4Dead, hmm, still in process of popularising ang inculcatig this good value into others souls and minds.
By the way, i played basketball here, very enjoyable, although i am really sucky and got to receive passes only a few times per game...haha, nevermind, i shall improve and be the next Michael Jordan! HOH! GOGOGO! ( i meant that i am gonna gain his kind of skills, not growing to his height.)
And do u believe that i am gonna go for Fencing?dunno what is fencing? and ya, it is not building fences.
This is fencing :
SEE?!!! So cool, thats what i am gonna look like real soon.
Fencing Frenzy!!! Killing Spree!!
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Haha, yesterday, my english teacher told us to create our own blog about SAT test. And my partner and i came up with this really funky name- o0openguinso0o, and we also uploaded a picture as our profile picture,shown below. ( Note : those who are not adult may close your eyes even though after you read this you already saw the picture which you might regard it as obscene or interesting, however, as the saying goes ' it is never too late' , so PLEASE kindly close your eyes, i do not want my blog to be banned. )
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无题
倦了，累了，无力也无助了。
遗忘是痛苦的，还是快乐的？
记忆里的痛苦是一种成长还是一种伤害？
记忆里的快乐又是一种美好的回忆还是一种遗憾？
风和沙，海和天，树与土，
是一种无缝的绝配还是一种无奈的配合？
昂首挺胸，是一种自信还是一种虚伪？
生活本是一个不简单的事物，
偶尔在静止的情景望着那块完美的镜子，
镜中的自我竟是如此的不完美，
焦脆而迷惑。
累了，闭上双眼，独自沉醉在无声无影的黑暗中。
遗忘是痛苦的，还是快乐的？
记忆里的痛苦是一种成长还是一种伤害？
记忆里的快乐又是一种美好的回忆还是一种遗憾？
风和沙，海和天，树与土，
是一种无缝的绝配还是一种无奈的配合？
昂首挺胸，是一种自信还是一种虚伪？
生活本是一个不简单的事物，
偶尔在静止的情景望着那块完美的镜子，
镜中的自我竟是如此的不完美，
焦脆而迷惑。
累了，闭上双眼，独自沉醉在无声无影的黑暗中。
Monday, August 17, 2009
Diary- August 17th
Argh, often felt that holidays are just too short, it's like u woke up and u blink once and the next thing you know, you are back to the school again.
It will always in that sense, no matter how long it is, whether a three-month holidays or even a one week holidays.
However, i did enjoyed myself and had chance to just lay back and doing nothing or play left 4 dead for hours. The best of it is to really had some days off to relax myself after this tense weeks of study away from my house ( ya, i miss my home, especially the pikachu figure on my table in my room )
I felt less energized and don't have much 'jing shen' during the first few days though, but then an outing with my friend boosted my spirit. Later, left4dead session was fun although it was short.
I am starting to get used to university life, but i am really dubbious whether i can cope with it later on or not. However, due to my proximity to all those excellent students, i think i really have to work hard in order to catch up with them. While they aimed at getting into US unversity, i just opt for improvement in myself. I don't begrudge them being so successful though because they did paid off their own prices before this.
It will always in that sense, no matter how long it is, whether a three-month holidays or even a one week holidays.
However, i did enjoyed myself and had chance to just lay back and doing nothing or play left 4 dead for hours. The best of it is to really had some days off to relax myself after this tense weeks of study away from my house ( ya, i miss my home, especially the pikachu figure on my table in my room )
I felt less energized and don't have much 'jing shen' during the first few days though, but then an outing with my friend boosted my spirit. Later, left4dead session was fun although it was short.
I am starting to get used to university life, but i am really dubbious whether i can cope with it later on or not. However, due to my proximity to all those excellent students, i think i really have to work hard in order to catch up with them. While they aimed at getting into US unversity, i just opt for improvement in myself. I don't begrudge them being so successful though because they did paid off their own prices before this.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Life in Uniten
It has been such a long time since i last blogged.
I just don't have much free time n the line in my apartment is really really BAD...slower than you can imagine, luckily, my housemate is lending me his broadband for this 2 hours, so, time is running out!!I still got lots n lots of stuffs to tell u guys!!
Firstly, university life in uniten isn't easy, it is quite bz, with classes and works to be done. Now, i am getting used to Uniten, feeling more comfortable here, nice place actually, just that boys cn't go into girls's rooms and vice verse, thats all, nothing much. Yes, i stay in hostel.
I am taking preparetory program for overseas universities- US. And i gotta score relly good to be able to do so...US...i am coming!!!
In the Jpa group, there are many great people, some 17 As, 12As,13 As...and all well-rounded, good in sports all those things...i feel the tense studying with em, maybe cz i came from jungle de...haiz, should hv brushed up my skills and evrythg before this...but now still not too late, even Tarzan created excellent result in movie boxoffice, so i will improve and achieve my dreams!!
oh ya, u noe what, i even hv classes on Saturdy....
I forgot almost evrythg what i hv learnt in form 4 &5, maths & physics are killing me right now...man, gotta work real hard...必胜！！
Friends in matrix gonna be back tmrw, hope cn meet u all, so long didnt meet up dy. Now really understands the importance of friends, and we must stay connected 4ever cz you guys n girls r my friends where i cnt find in any other places anymore.
Life still goes on, bt we shall remember our memories together..
haha...
sk, jia you!
yp, cheer up!
Ly, leng lui, how r u?
Yl, eat my bankai!
ck, gambateh!
ls, focus focus! wi wang wang...
cheng, here cnt find really chuan people lah.
wsiong, next time bring another gal call me.
wsheng, to German!
Jeff, dun luan lai a!
Yz, left4dead loh..
Zw, i thk i almost kena H1n1...
lim, surviving?
hj, kao lui loh.
Lydia, find a bf loh.
KHS, eat banana!
Lhs, best wishes to u!
Cp, Konichiwa!
Hx, how u ther?
Cyuan, .....duno wat to say.wakaka.:P
Zy, salute to black belt!
Zmin, gud luck!
Syb, drink more soya!
hy, i heard got people cal u leng lui leh..x bad..
Wl, no contact dy de?
Sling, emm...gud luck loh..
Syee, kao-ing zhai?
Cyin, i wan c ur zhai.
tang, long time no c.
Still got many many people i not yet write...not enuf time...no offense, n this list is not according to importantcy de.
To all other friends, gud luck! hope that we'll stay connected.
Walao...i like too emotional dy..haiz, boh bian, here all new friends mah.
难得现在有internet,拿来发泄发泄下。
haha.
kk, take gud care evryone, best of lluck to u all!!
I just don't have much free time n the line in my apartment is really really BAD...slower than you can imagine, luckily, my housemate is lending me his broadband for this 2 hours, so, time is running out!!I still got lots n lots of stuffs to tell u guys!!
Firstly, university life in uniten isn't easy, it is quite bz, with classes and works to be done. Now, i am getting used to Uniten, feeling more comfortable here, nice place actually, just that boys cn't go into girls's rooms and vice verse, thats all, nothing much. Yes, i stay in hostel.
I am taking preparetory program for overseas universities- US. And i gotta score relly good to be able to do so...US...i am coming!!!
In the Jpa group, there are many great people, some 17 As, 12As,13 As...and all well-rounded, good in sports all those things...i feel the tense studying with em, maybe cz i came from jungle de...haiz, should hv brushed up my skills and evrythg before this...but now still not too late, even Tarzan created excellent result in movie boxoffice, so i will improve and achieve my dreams!!
oh ya, u noe what, i even hv classes on Saturdy....
I forgot almost evrythg what i hv learnt in form 4 &5, maths & physics are killing me right now...man, gotta work real hard...必胜！！
Friends in matrix gonna be back tmrw, hope cn meet u all, so long didnt meet up dy. Now really understands the importance of friends, and we must stay connected 4ever cz you guys n girls r my friends where i cnt find in any other places anymore.
Life still goes on, bt we shall remember our memories together..
haha...
sk, jia you!
yp, cheer up!
Ly, leng lui, how r u?
Yl, eat my bankai!
ck, gambateh!
ls, focus focus! wi wang wang...
cheng, here cnt find really chuan people lah.
wsiong, next time bring another gal call me.
wsheng, to German!
Jeff, dun luan lai a!
Yz, left4dead loh..
Zw, i thk i almost kena H1n1...
lim, surviving?
hj, kao lui loh.
Lydia, find a bf loh.
KHS, eat banana!
Lhs, best wishes to u!
Cp, Konichiwa!
Hx, how u ther?
Cyuan, .....duno wat to say.wakaka.:P
Zy, salute to black belt!
Zmin, gud luck!
Syb, drink more soya!
hy, i heard got people cal u leng lui leh..x bad..
Wl, no contact dy de?
Sling, emm...gud luck loh..
Syee, kao-ing zhai?
Cyin, i wan c ur zhai.
tang, long time no c.
Still got many many people i not yet write...not enuf time...no offense, n this list is not according to importantcy de.
To all other friends, gud luck! hope that we'll stay connected.
Walao...i like too emotional dy..haiz, boh bian, here all new friends mah.
难得现在有internet,拿来发泄发泄下。
haha.
kk, take gud care evryone, best of lluck to u all!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Plain idea?
Sometimes, people said,' Don't ask what the world can give you, but ask what you can give to the world'
Well, i say,' Don't ask what you can give to the world, but ask what you want to give to the world.'
Can & Want, plain English words, but big different in meaning.
To be truthful, i never really took the statement seriously,
i mean, come on, i am young, you can't deny that, what i can give the world? what the hell, I don't care, i just wanna be happy.
Sometimes, seeing some sad stories or being through some bad things, I did really feel the need to contribute to the world.
However, now things have changed. I do realise that if one wants to give in something to the world, one has to have that capability.
Now, having a big dream is a good thing, drives your will and strengthen your determination, sometimes.
What i can give to the world? I think at least i won't bring a chaos to the world....or i maybe will....who knows..
You can have the things you can give to the world, but do you want to?
Despite its the things you CAN give, but, do you really WANT to give the thing/things?
There are politicians promising giving people this and that so that they can win the elections, but, do they have the capabilities or do they really want to do it? they can? they want?
There are companies directors promising employees that and this, well, some of them succeed in the end, but in the first place, are they sure they can give it or do they want to give it?
There are people donating money to beggars along the roadside, do they really have the empathy for the poor beggars or it's just because there is a fine lady beside them?
A lot of cases proves people give in something they don't want to give in, and a lot of cases prove vice versely.
Now, there is bright side and dark side of thinking, but, please, the world is much more darker than both you and i think it is.
Blah, who am i to give this bullshitting talk which was ( it may change in the future) purely my personal view and thoughts?
And if you disagree with my opinions, go ahead, this is just some stupid immature idea which i will hopefully never ever blog out again.
Just, don't have much to say nowadays.
Well, i say,' Don't ask what you can give to the world, but ask what you want to give to the world.'
Can & Want, plain English words, but big different in meaning.
To be truthful, i never really took the statement seriously,
i mean, come on, i am young, you can't deny that, what i can give the world? what the hell, I don't care, i just wanna be happy.
Sometimes, seeing some sad stories or being through some bad things, I did really feel the need to contribute to the world.
However, now things have changed. I do realise that if one wants to give in something to the world, one has to have that capability.
Now, having a big dream is a good thing, drives your will and strengthen your determination, sometimes.
What i can give to the world? I think at least i won't bring a chaos to the world....or i maybe will....who knows..
You can have the things you can give to the world, but do you want to?
Despite its the things you CAN give, but, do you really WANT to give the thing/things?
There are politicians promising giving people this and that so that they can win the elections, but, do they have the capabilities or do they really want to do it? they can? they want?
There are companies directors promising employees that and this, well, some of them succeed in the end, but in the first place, are they sure they can give it or do they want to give it?
There are people donating money to beggars along the roadside, do they really have the empathy for the poor beggars or it's just because there is a fine lady beside them?
A lot of cases proves people give in something they don't want to give in, and a lot of cases prove vice versely.
Now, there is bright side and dark side of thinking, but, please, the world is much more darker than both you and i think it is.
Blah, who am i to give this bullshitting talk which was ( it may change in the future) purely my personal view and thoughts?
And if you disagree with my opinions, go ahead, this is just some stupid immature idea which i will hopefully never ever blog out again.
Just, don't have much to say nowadays.
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