Thursday, April 1, 2010

Recent- Updates-Me

It has been quite a long time since i last posted anything on this blog, i have never thought that i will write anything again. However, things happened, people changed, life goes on.

These few weeks have marked the turning point of my own life. Once again, i have grown, not in latitude, but in faith and thoughts. Heart, mind, body and soul, bits by bits, i learnt to strengthen them.
Below are just some of my recent random thoughts.
Have you ever had experience of something wonderful turned out to be somewhat a beautiful delusion?
Have you ever regretted that you can't go back to the once meaningful and beautiful reality?
Well, i had, not just once.
Sometimes,truth should just be kept until the time is right, even if the time never comes, it should be just kept quietly, at least by doing so, things appear to be safe, no sudden dramatic changes, just being plainly normal.
Perhaps, humans should understand each other more and respect the opposite party, even if he or she is wrong, you can't judge him or her, cause you are you, you are not him or her.
I really appreciate the relationship of sharing things and talking freely, just like there ain't any barrier, no censorship, just plainly honest thoughts and feelings sharing. Thought it may last for only a short while, but, it will be a part of my memory which i hope that it will somehow reincarnate and lives on. But, even if it doesn't, i am still grateful, for that i have learnt so much.


Well, recently, i have achieved something that i have always wanted to do, it may seems 'tiny' in others' eyes, but, for me, its a large step into strengthening my courage. Doing exaggerated expressions is easy, but in front of public, not so easy. Yah, i did that, and i think i could have performed better. :)

Life has grown more interesting for me, my perception of life has grown more complicated. In fact, i think i am a different person i was last month, not by the appearance but by the inside.

Thanks, evrybody, for making a better me.

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